Reasons for which I am ignoring my parents

I'm ignoring pappa bear because I'm sick of feeling like I disappoint him.
I'm ignoring mother because I don't want to tell her why I disappointed dad, and how I have to take a class this summer and won't be seeing her for a while.

I'm refusing to deal with these issues because dealing with them would entail my acceptance of my failure. I just want to believe I don't suck for a few more days.

The good news is Ruth just got back in town, we are now staying in Columbus for the majority of the summer, and I get to take a creative non-fiction workshop.

The bad news is I am a fucking idiota!